a bit easier but still hard

oh my thanks god today is better than yesterday,when i woke up at 11 o'clock i didnt see anyone at my house and then i saw my maid and i asked her where were my mom and she said my mom was pick my brother from school, ummm well my plans today .....i'll visit my friend house for bbq and celebrate his birthday but when i discuss with my mom last night she told me to choose one i mean on sat i'll come to reunion elementary school but today i must to come too to my friend house oh dear i was so confused bout that finally i know what i must to do and the answer was.......i'll going for reunion elementary school fuh its difficult to decided. from my friends im really really sorry so so soooooooorry for not coming i didnt mean dont want to come but we'll meet on monday cos we're school together, while i rare meet my old friends. ck but i still feeling guilty to y'all